Morning has broken!

And it was another sleepless night for me! I have been up all night! Thank god I’ve nothing to do today! I can chill out at home! I’m so glad too! I might visit my friend norma, if I am not too exhausted. I took a nice hot shower, to try to help me feel better. I can feel the anxiety of some of the kids. They’ve been emailing eileen. Liz did too. I made a cup of tea and I’m enjoying the peace and quiet of the early morning. I’ve seen to nitro, fed him and let him out. I think its going to be a long day.
carol anne


Monday ramble

My Monday has been quite busy. I was drained after therapy, but I had to wait to nap as mom and my sister were dropping me home, and mom was staying for a while to cut my grass. She stayed for about an hour. They left at around 2 Pm to go pick up the kids from school. I crawled into bed then with the intention of napping for just an hour. I did that, I woke at about 3:15, fed nitro and let him out and then decided I was still sleep deprived as I only slept for 3 hours last night. So I went back to bed until around 6 PM.
When I woke I felt so refreshed. I am wide awake now though. I know I’d have been better off if I just fought the sleepiness, but I had nothing going on this afternoon so it was ok to nap. My supervisor did text me to come in today to work on friendly call, but I didn’t get the text until I was already at home.
I just got done having some dinner, at almost 11 PM at night. I wasn’t hungry earlier so just ate some fruit then. I just made a baked potato, baked beans and some chicken. It was delicious!
Tomorrow I will be super busy. In the morning I have an apt at the beauty salon to get my nails soaked off and get waxing done. I’m not getting new nails on tomorrow, I need to take a break as my nails are weak, so I need to buy strengthener to strengthen them. After the apt at the beauticians I have to go get weighed in. I usually don’t go until the evening on Tuesdays, but there is filming of a tv show going on this week where our class normally takes place, so the times for weighing in are changed.
I am hopeful of a good result at weigh in tomorrow!
Then in the afternoon I am working, I work from about 2 Pm until 5 PM.
So a busy day ahead for me tomorrow!
Now I am going to go read my book I am reading the new Maggie Hartley book and loving it!
Its really good! I am on chapter 8 of it now!

Morning ramble

well i dont have to go in to work. i have the day off. there is some training on and so my supervisor told me not to come in. thats fine with me. it means i can go to my parents earlier than I planned. mom and my sister are out right now, and my sister said she’d pick me and nitro up. saves me getting a taxi. i had to wait in for my meds to be delivered, but the guy from the pharmacy just brought them. so now i’m ready to go when they are ready. which should be within the hour. its a beautiful sunny day here. i had my PA here this morning, the relief PA. things are going fine with her. she’s nice. we went out so I could get my money out of the ATM. then we came home and did house work. now the house is spick and span again. feels good to have a clean house. not much else going on here this morning. just relaxing before mom gets here.


A happy morning ramble

I had a restful nights sleep! So I am all refreshed and rejuvenated! I feel good!

I woke up at around 9:30. Mom came in my room and I woke. She made me a cup of tea and brought it in to me. How sweet of her!

I drank my tea and got up then and went online. I caught up on my email and read a few blogs. I also answered my comments and stuff.

Dad took the dogs out walking. While he was out I hopped in the shower. Because dad has a bowel issue we have to try to leave the bathroom free a lot. So its hard to actually be able to have a shower at mom and dads. I almost always wait until he’s gone out to have one because then I can relax in it.

Now I am feeling great though after showering. I ate a bowl of vegetable soup for breakfast. Isnt that funny? Soup for breakfast? It was delicious though.

I have no plans for the rest of the day. I will have dinner here today then I will go home this afternoon. My treadmill is arriving in the morning. I am excited about it. I hope mom and my sister will be able to set it up! I hope it will be easy to set up.

I will try to go on it for an hour a day once its set up! Then the weight will fall off me! I hope, anyway!

I think I’ll read my book for a while. I was going to read before I went to sleep last night but then I didn’t do it. I was too tired. I thought if I started reading, I’d never go to sleep. If I get into the book at all I am addicted and cant seem to put it down.

Well I’d better get going now and take my morning meds before I forget about them!


It is 4:30 AM. I cant sleep. I’ve been up since around 2:30.

I am frustrated. I went to bed around 8 last night. I wen to bed early as I’d been up since 4 AM. It took me ages to fall asleep. Eventually I did, but then I kept waking. I kept tossing and turning.

Now I am up again. I am very dehydrated so am drinking a lot of water. I also was hungry so I ate some fruit.

I am supposed to go out with mom this morning. We’re going in to see about my computer. I am getting a new MacBook pro. We have to bring the cheque in to the store. Then it has to clear before I can get the computer and bring it home. So provided the weather isn’t too bad, we’ll go in today and talk to them at the apple store.

I dont have any other plans for my Saturday. I am just going to do this and then chill out for the rest of today at my parents house. I am kinda worried. I think I’ve put on more weight. I doubt I’ve lost any. I’ve been pretty bad and eating a lot of junk. I haven’t been too mindful of my diet lately. I don’t want to undo all my hard work but I think this week I have put up some weight. Oh well. It is what it is I guess. I just have to try not to put up too much weight over the Christmas.

Ok am off to read some more blogs. Talk soon guys!