Friendly fill ins week 110

I am participating in the friendly fill ins for this week hosted by
four legged furballs

The questions for this week are:

1 My favourite scent is well…too many to mention, can I name a few? Well, I’ll break the rule and name a few of mine, since I cant just pick one. Rose, vanilla, white guardinia, the scent of the perfume le vie le belle, any scent of anything that is baking.
2 I hope to have a relaxing day tomorrow. I will read a lot, and sit outside in the sun.
3 A purring cat is…very sootheing!
4 Home is where I can be free to completely be me, that is, where all parts of my inner did system can be free to express themselves and come out to play and have fun!


Questions and answers…

Emilia over at my inner mish mash was answering these questions, and so I thought I would do it too…

Whom do you have in your day to day life that inspires you?
my mom, my therapist, my psychiatrist, all of my friends, and my dog
What crises has God pulled you through recently?
The one where we almost ended our life, due to willow stockpiling our meds, but I would also have to say Nitro pulled us through, because, if it wasnt for him, we wouldnt have gone home in the first place, and the meds wouldnt have been found.
List 5 healthy coping strategies you have incorporated into your life that have replaced any bad habits or addictions?
writing a blog, reading, music, reflecting on my day, doing a list of daily positives
What is your all time favorite band?
for bands well I like a few. evanesence, linkin park, those are my favourites.
Are you happy?
it depends. happy, thats a hard one. sometimes, yes, sometimes no. i guess nobodys happy all of the time though are they?
What is your favourite movie and why?
I like a few movies. annie, I now pronounce you chuck and larry, marley and me, i like musicals, commedies, and movies about dogs.
If you could dine with your hero, who would that be?
Maya angelou or oprah winfrey
How do you give back or pay it forward?
I try to be there for my friends in whatever way I can be. I help them out when I can.
In what way does music impact your life?
Well it makes me feel, i can put words to my emotions, sometimes I will look up song lyrics to explain how I feel in a given situation.
What gets you excited, or willing to rise every morning?
I have no choice but to get up in the morning, even if I am depressed, I still get up, because, Nitro needs me, he needs to go out, he needs to be fed, he needs me he is my responsibility.
Do you consider yourself worthy of love and admiration?
in theory yes, but I dont really believe it most of the time.
What is the Weirdest thing about you?
Hmmm not sure. i cant think of one.
If you had a choice to be haunted by a ghost, who would you pick and why?
I’d pick maya angelou i think. I think she’d be a very nice ghost.
Which cartoon character do you resemble the most?
eeyore, because he’s sad and blue a lot.
Is there anything orange within 10 feet of you right now?
No, dont think so.
John Belushi in Animal House 1978 is a classic, however if you haven’t seen it, nor care for it, well it isn’t! However the question IS have you ever been involved in a Food Fight?? Fess up, how, when , why?
Have you figured it out yet and if so what is the point?
The point is well Im still figuring it out.
What is the opposite to being scared of heights?
Being trapped in a depressive low, its terrifying.

Mystery blogger award

The absolutely amazing and gorgeous becky over at beckys mental mess has nominated me for the mystery blogger award. Thanks sweet becky! I am honoured!

So What is the Mystery Award you ask?

Mystery Blogger Award is an award for amazing bloggers with ingenious posts. Their blog not only captivates; it inspires and motivates. They are one of the best out there, and they deserve every recognition they get. This award is also for bloggers ho find fun and inspiration in blogging and they do it

with so much love and passion.

~ Okoto Enigma ~

The Rules:

  • Thank whoever nominated you and include the link to their blog.
  • Mention the creator of the award and provide a link as well.
  • Tell your readers 3 things about yourself.
  • Answer the questions from the person who nominated you.
  • Nominate 10-20 bloggers you feel deserve the award.
  • Ask your nominees 5 questions of your choice with one weird or funny one.
  • Notify your nominees by com

Ok so…lets see, 3 things about me…

I was never a water drinker until I started losing weight. I always drank fizzy drinks like coke or pepsi.
I am allergic to cats. I still like them though and would pet one if it came to sit by me.
I’ve never had a filling, or a tooth pulled, or any dental work done actually.

What is your favorite season of the year, and why?

I think it would have to be summer, because we have nice warm weather, and we get to go out more, go on more road trips, vacations, have bbq’s etc

Do you have any hobbies, and if you so what are they and when did you start doing them?

I do, I like to sing, I was in stage school as a kid and teen, now I take voice lessons, I love it. I also like to read, I’ve read since I was ery young. I also love to knit, I was taught how to knit in the bording school at about age 10, I grew to love it. I also love swimming and I am a pretty good swimmer.

If you had superpowers, what would they be?

hmmm I dont know, invinsibility maybe? And the power to read minds?

Do you believe in prayer and hope?

Sometimes. I want to. Sometimes its hard but I try to believe in them.

If you were on your deathbed, would you share your deepest darkest secret with someone, or go to the grave with it?

I think I’d share mine. Then I would know I can go with a clear conscience.

My questions to my nominees…

If you won a million dollars, what would you do with it?
Who is your hero?
Are you deathly afraid of anything?
What is your favourite drink?
Do you prefer regular tv or netflicks?

And my nominees are:

mental health at home
a single parents life
midnight demon
this girls got curves
this girl called mindy
bipolar barb
behind a painted smile
its good to be crazy sometimes

Thanks again becky! I love you forever for the nomination! 😀
carol anne