I cant stand it!

Lockdown is so hard. We went into lockdown at midnight last night. I am not coping well with it.
I wont see anyone now only my PA tomorrow morning. I could go to my parents for the weekend as there is this thing where your allowed to be in a bubble with one other household but I dont wanna risk jepordising my moms health so I will stay home this weekend.
Its so depressing to be in a complete lockdown. Peoples mental health is definitely going to suffer because of it.
And this is our new normal for the next six weeks at least, could even be longer than that.
I feel really low this afternoon thinking about it. Now I cant even see eileen or dr. barry in person. Its either zoom or phone for therapy and psych apts.
What is the point?