Mid week check in?

Its Wednesday, time for a mid week check in!

How are you all doing? How are you holding up?

Are you getting through the lockdown? Are you going insane yet?
Do let me know how things are going for you!

Virus-free. www.avg.com

You want some advice?

Don’t panic, at least, try noto.
This too shall pass. We will get through this pandemic. In a safe way, as long as we stay connected.
Connection, that’s what we all need. Someone to talk to, to help us feel ok when we aren’t. When we are panicking.
Stay strong, you will get through this. There will be an end to it.
I know it doesn’t seem that way now but honest we will all be ok, at least, that’s what I keep telling myself.
My advice to you is, have faith, stay strong, don’t panic.


Insomnia strikes

I am up and I am super anxious.
God I hate anxiety!
I actually went to bed early last night. I was feeling really edgy and I just felt bad so I took myself off to bed at 8:30.
I slept a little but I kept waking with nightmares. I kept trying to get back to sleep but eventually at 2 AM I gave up and I got back up again.
Now I’m just feeling so blah. Its just the pits, the anxiety is making me crazy. I could try a fenergan to try to make me go back to sleep but I have things to do today and I’d be very groggy from it so I refuse to take it. If I didnt have stuff to do I probably would but I cant because I have work later on this morning and I need to be able to function for that.
Maybe I’ll go get in the shower, the shower seems to soothe me.
Even nitro is fast asleep. I think he’s saying to me, mom, what are you doing up? Go back to bed and go back to sleep, he’s protesting hahaha.
I doubt I will go back to bed. I think I’ll start a new book. I finished the latest cathy glass one. It was so good. I love her books. Now I am going to start reading the hannah swensen series by Joanne fluke. I’ve never tried a murder mystery before but apparently these are really good. I hope I can get into them because there is about 26 books in the series so far so if I can it will be nice.

Wow! Thought I lost 70 euro!

I thought I lost 70 euro and Omg I was freaking out! It turns out I didn’t lose it, thank god!
I gave mom money to get me some dollars, I thought I gave her 300 euro, but it turns out I only gave her 220 euro. The other 70, I gave her a few weeks ago, and I forgot I had done that and she’d already gotten dollars out of it.
We wracked our brains this morning trying to figure out where my 70 euros was! In the end mom figured out what had happened, but it was a tense few hours! If I’d have lost that much money and if I hadn’t been able to figure out where it went I’d have cried!
Thank god for my mom and her calmness!
Now that that little problems sorted, I can go on with my day and breathe easy!
I have 1000 dollars saved now for Colorado!
I’m proud of myself for managing to save up that much so far! With 3 months to go before I travel! I’ve still got plenty of time to save up a lot more and so I’ll have a lot of spending money yay!