Worlds worst headache!

Last night I had the worst headache! Omg guys it was a killer!
All I could do was go to bed!
I took two paracetamol and off I went into bed!
I had planned on spending the evening with my mom and my two aunts, but I wasn’t even able to do that!
I just felt so crappy! My head throbbed and it hurt so much!
I was blaming the heat, as the house was very warm!
I really am not sure what caused it!
I woke up this morning feeling much much better though!
I am so glad as I hate headaches!
Do any of you get headaches? Do you get them often?

Feeling no better…

I am not feeling any better. Even after a lot of distraction, cups of tea, and cuddles from nitro.

This just sucks. I want a break from my mind. A little break from the thoughts in my head would be so nice.

Anyone got any other ideas for how to eliviate intrusive thoughts?

I’m all ears!

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EILEEN RESPONDED

SO ITS LIZ AGAIN. I AM FEELING MUCH BETTER NOW. MORE STABLE. LESS EMOTIONAL. EILEEN SENT ME A VERY SWEET EMAIL. A LOVELY RESPONSE TO MY ONE WHERE I WAS BASICALLY SAYING HOW UPSET I WAS AND HOW MUCH I NEEDED HER AND MISSED HER. SHE SAID SHE WAS HERE FOR ME, AND THAT WE COULD TALK ABOUT IT MORE TOMORROW. SO I GUESS THATS WHAT WE’LL BE DOING TOMORROW DURING OUR SESSION. HILARY HAD ALSO EMAILED HER. SHE WAS HAVING TROUBLE FINDING THE WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW SHE WAS FEELING AFTER HAVING A NIGHTMARE THE OTHER NIGHT. EILEEN EMAILED HER BACK AS WELL, SAYING SHE WOULD HELP HER TO FIND HER WORDS. SO I GUESS TOMORROW, IT WILL BE ME AND HILARY WHO WILL HAVE THERAPY TIME. I’M HAPPY ABOUT THAT. I KNOW IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME TO FEEL MORE LIKE MYSELF AGAIN, EILEEN CAN. SHE JUST HAS THIS SOOTHEING CALMING PRESENCE, AND SHE’S ALWAYS ABLE TO GET US TO TALK, EVEN IF WE SAY WE CANT OR DONT WANT TO. I’M LOOKING FORWARD TO THERAPY TOMORROW. I THINK IT WILL BE A GREAT SESSION.
LIZ

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Sick and tired!

That was me today in work. I barely made it through work!

I got very sleepy! I needed to just go home and go to bed!

I also had a headache and a pain in my stomach!

I went to mom and dads after work, and I went right to bed! I didnt even eat dinner!

I slept from 5 Pm until 10 Pm! So well, thats me fucked now for tonight!

Ah well. I can read and finish up my book. I am loving the new Cathy glass book!

I dont have plans for the weekend, so its kinda ok if my schedule is off.

At least my headache and tummy ache are gone!

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To be normal, what is that?

A long night
Filled with horrific dreams
Terror knows no bounds
A long night
Filled with pain
The awful pain
Of horrific night terrors
A long night
Where sleep doesn’t come
And being awake
Fearful, crying
Feels horrendous
A long night
Long, long night
Where all I want
Is some normality?
But…
Normality?
Whats that?
I guess I wont ever know