Do I need to plug my ears?

Why is there so much bad language on tv? Time to plug my ears I think! Why is every second word a curse word? I am not impressed! Also, my washing machine is so loud! Maybe the sound of that will drown out these crazy reality tv stars, so I dont need to hear their stupidity! I might not have to plug my ears after all, but I do need to turn off this damn tv. I need to take a nap. I am starting to drag a little. If I got an hour of sleep I’d be all set. I think I’ll try for that now.


Not a wink of sleep!

5 AM and not a wink of sleep! I am so frustrated. Meds on bord, and still, nothing.

This is crazy. Thank god I dont have too much I need to do today. I can nap if needs be, but I am going to try not to do that. So then maybe I can sleep properly tonight.

Im still thinking I’ll go visit my friend norma today. spend a few hours with her. I need to pick some things up from her anyway, so maybe I will go do that.

It will keep me busy, and I’ll be less likely to nap then.


Leisurely afternoon

I enjoyed a leisurely afternoon. I napped for 2 hours since I didnt sleep much last night. It was nice and I feel good after it. I woke up, made coffee, then jumped in a nice hot shower. Now I feel energised. I am feeling good. I am going to enjoy my evening and watch some tv, and maybe read. I am still doing really well on my food plan too. There will be a separate post about my food diary for the day later on this evening. For now though its back to watching the news, which is kinda depressing but I like to know what is happening in the world so I’ll watch it!


I gave in!

I gave in and took a 2 hour nap. I know, I know, I’ll regret it later on. I’ve decided, that I will nap when I can and sleep when I can get it. I dont sleep well so I just need to sleep when its possible. I’d woken up at 2 AM last night. I feel better for having napped.

I’m ready to take on the world now. I feel energised. I’ll probably be up very late tonight, though. Ah well. Thats ok too. I can handle that.

Naps are good!


Unable to sleep 1 AM

1 AM
cant settle
sleep wont come
oh how I wish it would
I’m beginning to think
Naps are not good for me
I should get up in the morning
And stay up all day
No matter how tired I am
then when its night time
I’ll be able to settle in
and sleep
Now who knows
when my eyes will finally close
Maybe just maybe
that will happen for me
within the hour.


A restful afternoon

So I was going to go to my friend Normas house this afternoon. I had planned on it but then at the last minute, I decided that the weather was too bad, so I decided I’d wait until tomorrow to go visit her. Instead, I layed down and rested in the afternoon after dad and I had dinner. I rested for about 3 hours. I woke up all confused. I thought it was night time! It was only 6:30 PM though! Has that ever happened to you that you thought it was a later time than it actually was? I am glad I got some rest. I must have needed it as I slept soundly. It was nice and it felt good. I talked to my mom again on the phone, they are enjoying their trip a lot. When I talked to her she was having dinner, and today herself and my sister went on two long walks around lakes that are nearby their campsite. So that’s my mini update. Nothing else planned this evening, other than reading my new book, which so far is really good.

Cat nap

Well I lay down at around 6 this evening. I thought I wont sleep, but I ended up napping, and only when my friend Denise texted me with our result did I wake up. She wanted me to call her, so I did. That woke me up but that was after a 3 hour nap. So now I am wide awake, and its late, I took my meds, my night meds, I am hoping I might go back to sleep soon.
I will try for sleep anyway. If I cant or don’t, it wont be the end of the world. I can lay around tomorrow, I don’t have to be anywhere tomorrow. All I will be doing is reading and relaxing.