Today I am not sorry I have a mental illness. I didn’t ask for it. I have it and so be it. I am so pleased I was strong enough to cope with my abuse by dissociating and creating alters. If I didn’t do that, I might be dead now. I most likely wouldn’t have survived the abuse at all.
There is something to be said for resilience, and doing something creative to cope. I am glad I have so much resilience in me. For that, I am grateful.
I’m seeing dr barry tomorrow morning! I am so excited!
I cant wait to see her! It feels like a long time since we did! Really its only been two weeks though!
But it just feels longer is all. I have a lot to talk about with her. Have to talk about christmas and how we managed that. Which I think we did pretty good! All things considered!
I’m glad its all over now though. Really glad of that.
It will be good to get dr. barrys perspective on how it went. I wonder what she’ll think when I tell her about it. Probably she’ll say we coped really well!
I’m so glad we get to see her tomorrow. Feels nice, seeing our safe person again.
SO EILEEN EMAILED US TONIGHT. IT WAS A SURPRISE. WE WERENT EXPECTING AN EMAIL FROM HER.ACTUALLY, SHE SENT IT YESTERDAY, THE DAY OF THE SOLSTACE, BUT WE DIDNT GO ONLINE THEN, SO WHEN WE LOGGED IN TONIGHT THERE IT WAS WAITING FOR US.
SHE’S SUCH A GEM TO DO THAT FOR US. I LOVE HER FOR IT.
HERES WHAT SHE SAID IN IT…
Thinking of you all today. Hope that you can place memories of today on the past and allow in the care that is available to you in your life now. Hope you all have a lovely peaceful Christmas with loads of fun! Eileen
SHORT AND SWEET BUT, SO AWESOME!
AND I SAID THIS BACK TO HER…
THANKS EILEEN! WE’RE OK, WE GOT THROUGH IT. SOMEHOW WE DID. THANK GOD!
THANKS FOR THINKING OF US! WE LOVE YOU FOR IT!
WE GOT A NEW MAC BOOK PRO TODAY! WE’RE IN LEARNING ALL ABOUT IT MODE NOW!
ITS FAB! LOVING IT! OF COURSE WE’RE APPLE CHICKS ALL THE WAY!
IT WAS A LOVELY SURPRISE TO GET IT! I AM CONSTANTLY AMAZED AT HER DEDICATION TO US, HER JUST KNOWING WHEN TO EMAIL, WHEN ONE IS NEEDED, SHE JUST SEEMS TO KNOW AND DOES THESE LITTLE NICE KIND THINGS ON A WHIM. I LOVE HER FOR IT!
its me allie. im bored. is anyone around? im soooo bored.
I wanna email Eileen. maybe I can tell her about what I did today. that wasn’t much. but she likes hearing about the fun I have. so maybe Ill jus email her and tell her about my very boring day.
im still waiting on the new books carol anne ordered for me. I wish they’d hurry up and get here. I want to take them in to Eileen for her to read to us.
I’ve no patience. ha ha! at least that’s what the bigs tell me!
I am allie no patience! ha ha!
I wanna tell everybody happy thanksgiving! enjoy it. I wish we had thanksgiving here. we do have black Friday. that is cool. we’re not going shopping though tomorrow.
im getting a diet coke tomorrow though! cant wait!
Well gotta go now! Grown ups said so!
Heya! Its only me, Carol anne!
I have a favour to ask of you all.
Can a few of you whoever wants to, go to my contact page on here, on the blog site, and send me an email?
I want to check it works.
I’d appreciate it if you could do that for me!
Time to go to therapy! Oh I am excited!
Two whole weeks since we’ve seen Eileen! I need a big bear hug from her!
I am so looking forward to our session!
Im sure it’ll be amazing! And productive too!
Better get moving now or I’ll be late!