I knew it was too good to be true

i knew this wouldnt last. i knew it was too good to be true. my ptsd symptoms are back full force. i want to just curl up and hide. i feel nausious too. sigh. this ptsd is such a bitch. it grabs you when you least expect it. i hate it. so much for my nice relaxing weekend. i dont want this. i just want to cry.