Alexas healing thought for Monday!

Today’s Quote:
Above all, don’t lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love.
Fyodor Dostoevsky

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Getting beautified

Well I feel all relaxed now. I just had an amazing bubble bath. It was so nice.

I put on my nice rose scented lotion after it. That scent always reminds me of my therapist Eileen. My friend Ray kindly sent it to me for Christmas, thanks Ray! It is lovely.

Mom is gone to the store with my dad, when she gets back she’s going to wash my hair for me. What a nice mom! I am being pampered! Its so nice.

Then I have to get her to wax my lip and stuff. That I am not looking forward to at all. It hurts. It has to be done though.

I could pay 25 euro a go to have a beautician do it or I can let my mom do it for me. I plan to have her do it for me.

So now I am going to drink my cup of tea, and relax before that. Feel so good now 😀

Plans!

So I planned something for today. This afternoon actually.

My plan is to go to my friend Normas house. Spend a few hours catching up with her. She’s alone, she needs company. I was going to do school work, but that can wait. She’s more important to me than college work.

So I will go today and spend a nice few hours chatting and just enjoying each others company.

I already booked my taxi to take me there. I’m happy now that I have a plan!

Morning update

Slept well last night. Managed a few straight hours of sleep.
Was glad to be able to sleep good. I needed it. Feeling ok today. Decided to stay at our parents until tomorrow.
We’ll get our sister to drop us home after therapy tomorrow.
Nothing much planned today. My plan is to have a nice bubble bath and catch up on reading blog posts. Ya’ll might see me comment a lot today on your blogs.
Going to go read my book now and try to finish it up.

Treatment review

So last night Eileen called me. We had to fill out the questionnaire for my treatment review that Remy is doing, it wasn’t that hard to fill out, Eileen made it super easy, she was great. She really came through for me. I don’t know why I worried so much. I was able to do it, me and Liz both did it together, Eileen said it would be good if Liz did it with me, so she did. And it was fine.
There were 32 questions on the questionnaire, all to do with symptoms of a dissociative disorder. You had to say how much you experienced the symptoms within the past week, from 0 to 100 percent. I think I did ok but a lot of our answers were like 50 percent up to 80 percent. We had only 2 100’s out of 32 questions.
Eileen told me she also had to fill one out for Remy, about her experiences of treating us, I am now wondering what she said on hers, I didn’t ask her. I didn’t want to just in case she wasn’t able to say what she put on hers.
But I am glad it is over and done with now. I feel relieved.

A little ramble

had a really productive morning with my pa.

we went to the gym. I did 20 mins on the treadmill and 15 on the bike. I felt great after it. I think exercising really did me good.

Afterwords we had to go to the store to pick up a few things. I got stuff for lunch, and a few other small things I needed. Then we went to the ATM so I could get my money out for the week.

After that we got a taxi home. We had walked to the gym and then I did the exercise so I wasnt feeling up to walking back home. The taxi driver who picked us up, I knew him. He was very chatty and friendly.

Once we got home my PA cleaned my house for me. She changed my bed, vacumed the floors, did dishes, mopped the floors etc. That took about an hour. By the time all that was done it was almost time for her to leave.

Now that she’s gone I am unsure of what I will do for the afternoon. I dont have anything planned. I think I’ll just relax. The guy who fitted my house alarm is supposed to come later today. He has to fit new batteries in all of the sensors around my house. He didnt give me a time that he’d arrive, he just said when he has a chance he’ll call.

So I guess I’ll go make a coffee. Nitro is relaxing too. He was pretty hyped up all morning. So he’s having a bit of a rest now. He’s so funny, always so hyper when my Pa comes. He just loves her. He loves to stick his nose in her face and get cuddles and rubs from her.

Ok well off to make that cup of coffee, before I am distracted, my friend just sent me some messages on fb, I started replying to him and now I am just totally distracted.

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