Remembering evil

I was tiny

I was small

It was like

I wasnt even there at all

But my eyes did see

And my heart did crack

I wished it was over

But there was no turning back

The damage done

Could not then be faced

Years later told

As my mind raced

So many colors

Sweeping flashbacks away

Its an up hill battle

Each and every day

Can I face the truth

Of what happened to me

Or will I drown

In a sea of memory

The little girl is waiting

To share what she knows

But I only run away

My fear, it shows

But one day it will catch up

And then Ill have to face it

But will I be able

To sit with it