Let it bleed March 18th

I watch in awe
a sunset
slowly taking in the beauty
not wanting it to end
wishing it would last
forever
Because…
of whats in store for me
when darkness falls
a nightmare
my own personal hell
oh sunset
please last
forever?

Let it bleed. Why?

why, why oh why
did I not die?
its a question
I ask myself
every day
over and over I ask
why? why?
why did I survive?
was it luck
Or because someone gave a fuck
Not sure
Always feeling so insecure
why? oh why?
am I alive
So I can thrive?
who knows
because I sure don’t
I am stumped
why? oh why?

https://randomnessinked.wordpress.com/2018/03/11/let-it-bleed-9/