WELL CRAPOLA

THIS IS A SUCKFEST OF A NIGHT.
I SHOULD BE ASLEEP, ITS ALMOST 2 AM
INSTEAD I AM UP RUMINATING
I AM OVERTHINKING AND PANICKING AND ANXIOUS AND FEARFUL
ITS HORRIBLE
I MADE MYSELF SOME COFFEE, PROB NOT THE BEST IDEA BUT OH WELL IT IS WHAT IT IS
I NEED COFFEE I NEED TO CALM DOWN AND COFFEE HELPS ME CALM DOWN
PANIC IS RINNING RAMPANT THROUGH THE SYSTEM
I WROTE EILEEN AN EMAIL TO TELL HER WHAT IS GOING ON
I THINK ITS TO DO WITH MEMORIES AND BEING SCARED TO SLEEP FOR FEAR OF NIGHTMARES
WE TOOK OUR MEDS EARLY AND ALL HOPING FOR A GOOD NIGHT OF DECENT SLEEP
GOD HAVING DID IS A SUCKFEST SOMETIMES
LIZ

frum erika

hi everyone
im wachin ireland got talent
it so good
i had a chocolate chip cookies to
carol anne said i could
we took a litle nap erlier
now i going play wif darina
shes my best frend inside
shes six and im 7
she usd to be four tho
couple years ago
i made eileen a card
we go take it to her on monday
erika

littles time!

hi it taylor
in case you forgeted I’m six
we got to have ar own tim today
afer class
for 2 hours
we watched cartoons on net flicks
and play a game on the puter
lexi and me and Erika and darina all had time
it was fun
we ar supposed to go inside later on and give the bigs time
for adult things
like adult tv shows
and reading adult stuff
but carol anne says we can lisen to Eileen reading the in my heart book
before we go to bed
it time to brush my teeth
and get ready to go to bed
goodnight everyone
taytay

Alter post…Darina

hihi everbudy
it me darina
im six
and gess wat
it ben a whil sinse i make a video
i lik to mak them and then uplod them to youtube
i lik to sing songs
pop songs
wat song shuld i learn
anyone got any ideas
i was gona learn sean mendez’s song nothing holding me back
yu fink that a good one to learn?
i try to learn it and make a video before the end of the week ok guys
den yu al can see me sing!
lots of love
darina

lexi

it lexi. i want to cut. i skard. i not want do dat in long time. i be six. i usd to cut a lot. wif razor blades. but then i work hard in therpy. and i didntt do it for long time. but tonite i sad. my heart hurts. and i want to cut. dat wuld help i fink. it would make me feel somfin.
lexi