Irritated with my friend

A friend just sent me a text at 4 AM. I know she’s doing badly so I didn’t mind her texting me. I was up anyway so what did it matter?
but then, then she asked me to talk to dr. barry and tell her that she, my friend is very low, and she asked me if I’d tell dr. barry that I was worried about her and afraid she was going to do something to herself.
Just to clarify, me and her have the same psychiatrist…that is, dr. barry.
I didn’t know what to say. I did not want to talk to dr. barry about her.
Plus I don’t think dr. barry would actually discuss her with me! You know like, I could say it to dr. barry that she’s low, but I doubt dr. barry will want to talk about it with me! And that is how it should be!
I told her this. I did tell her I’d tell dr. barry that she wasn’t doing very well. I am not happy she has put me in that position though!
She had an apt yesterday with the team, she missed it. It is not my fault if she misses her apts!
I know she doesn’t always see dr. barry though. And I do. So maybe she thinks by me talking to dr. barry for her that dr. barry will then do something for her?
I think she wants to go into hospital! She said as much to me in the text.
I guess Im just frustrated. Why am I always s put in awkward positions by her?
I think another talk about boundaries is in order!
She knows she should not ask, I know she knows as she said to me in the text, I hate asking you but…
Just feel so frustrated!
What would you do in my position?

Bad dog!

So this morning as you all know I had to go out as I had my dr. barry apt.

The taxi arrived and the guy beeped and I went to go out the door. I realised I forgot my key to my front door so I went back inside to get it.

Meanwhile the driver was on his way in the gate to help me out to the car.

Of course when I went back inside, I left the front door ajar. Nitro bolted out to greet the taxi driver, and then the little brat wouldnt come back in!

I called for him to come in, he ignored me. I tugged on his collar, he sat down. The more I tugged the more he rooted himself to the spot.

Eventually I somehow got him to go in! I was like so frustrated by this point!

Silly silly puppy! He has a mind of his own!

He’s so funny. I bet he thought if he refused to go back in for long enough I’d take him with me. I normally do but I decided this morning I wouldnt, just because I knew I wouldnt be gone too long, and I was getting a taxi directly to the door so didnt need him to guide me in.
carol anne

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Upgrading my phone and of course there are issues!

im pretty miffed! i tried to call my mobile phone provider, because they said I was due for an upgrade, so I called them, just to see what I was entitled to, like, which phone I could get for free.
Anyway, the girl told me she couldnt tell me, because I owe 50 euro on my bill, and the bill has to be completely clear before the computer will allow her to tell me what phone I am entitled to.
did you ever hear such rubbish?
Now I am going to have to try to clear it on friday if I can, thats if I have enough money to do that. Otherwise I wont be able to see which phone they are going to give me for free! It had better be a good one, thats all I’ll say!
carol anne

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computer issues

i’ve spent my morning dealing with computer issues! ug! so annoying!
I hate when my laptop doesnt work right.
Its now working again, but I had to change my I phone charger connection. You see I use my I phones data when I am at my parents house as they dont have wifi.
My charger lead wouldnt work properly, it wouldnt allow me to connect to the internet.
I reset the internet connection, tried and tried but still nothing.
Luckily I have this other charger plug and so i tried that. and now it works.
thank god! I couldnt be without my computer!
Its such a pain in the ass dealing with computer issues. Who agrees?
Anyway. All is well. Everything works again for now at least.

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Bad mood

woke up feeling sad
in a bad mood
tried to wave my bad mood away
showered, ate breakfast
tried to think about the family outing
but still, still im in a mood
and I think…
in a mood I will stay for now
even though I hate it
and so does everyone around me

Spam and spammers on the blog!

its so damn crazy! there are random comments and likes showing up on my blog, its spammers though, they’re not legit.
I wish they’d just fuck off!
Anyone else seeing these random comments with a bunch of numbers at the start of them, either liking comments you’ve made on other blogs, or randomly liking comments that people have made on your blog?
Wp should come up with a better way of filtering out the spam!

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PISSY!

SPAMMERS, FUCK THE HELL OFF. GO TO HELL. IM SICK OF YOUR SHIT. KINDLY PISS OFF. OR I’LL KICK YOUR GOD DAMN ASS.
WHILE WE’RE AT IT?
ABUSERS, YOU CAN GO TO FUCKING HELL TOO. IM DONE WITH YOUR SHIT. DONE DEALING WITH YOUR BULLSHIT. WANT TO CONTINUE TO HARRASS ME? GO FOR IT, YOU’LL BE SO SORRY YOU DID THOUGH. MESS WITH ME, YOUR MESSING WITH THE WRONG GAL.
LIZ

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