I AM IN SO MUCH EMOTIONAL PAIN

ITS LIZ. I AM IN SO MUCH EMOTIONAL PAIN. I FEEL AWFUL. I HAVE BEEN CRYING FOR HALF AN HOUR. I JUST WISH EILEEN WAS HERE. I EMAILED HER BUT SHE’S IN BED. WHERE I PROBABLY SHOULD BE. I MISS HER SO MUCH TONIGHT. THE ATTACHMENT ACHE IS SO BAD. IT FEELS JUST AWFUL. I NEED A HUG. I NEED EILEENS SOFT SOOTHING VOICE TO TELL ME I’LL BE OK, IT IS ALL GOING TO BE OK. MY ANXIETY IS SO BAD. I FEEL LIKE I’M JUMPING OUT OF MY SKIN. IT IS HORRIBLE. I KNOW IF EILEEN WAS HERE I’D BE OK. SHE CAN ALWAYS CALM ME DOWN. I KNOW HER WORDS WOULD MAKE ME FEEL OK AGAIN. I HATE CRYING. I KNOW ITS MEANT TO RELEASE STUFF, TO BE THERAPUTIC, BUT GOD. I’M A MESS. I NEED TO GO HAVE A CUDDLE WITH NITRO. ITS ALMOST TIME FOR HIS MORNING FEED AND FOR HIM TO GO OUT. MAYBE I’LL GO OUTSIDE TOO. STAND OUTSIDE AND BREATHE IN THE FRESH AIR. MAYBE THAT WILL HELP. I HOPE EILEEN RESPONDS TO ME LATER THIS MORNING. I KNOW IF SHE DOES IT WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. EMOTIONAL PAIN IS THE ABSOLUTE WORST.
LIZ

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