Fowc with fandango: creepy night last night

My dreams last night were so creepy. I hate when that happens. I woke a few times, sweating. And very scared. The thing is, now this morning, I cant actually remember the dreams. I just know they scared me, and I remember waking, and feeling very frightened, and listening for any sounds, and hearing Nitro and thinking someone was in my house, and then realising it was just the dog moving around.
Is it just me, or do others who live alone have trouble at night, and feel scared? I seem to have a lot of trouble by night with that. Where I live, it is really quiet. You wouldnt hear much noise outside, but still I get so scared. I think I probably watch too many crime shows on tv, before bed. I am happy though that I did sleep last night. I actually went to bed around midnight, I made a point of turning things off, and going to bed.
And I am glad I did. I fell asleep pretty quickly, and even though I woke a few times, I managed to get back to sleep, and stay asleep until a reasonable hour this morning, it was 8 AM when I finally got up.
In response to fowc with fandango where the word was creepy

One liner weds, live laugh love

Live, laugh, love. Be bold, be courageous, be brave, be beautiful. Never let anyone tell you that your worthless, or that you cant, you can! You can and you will! You can achieve anything! Always remember that! Dream big, dream, always dream!


Quote of the day

Don’t worry if people think you’re crazy. You are crazy. You have that kind of intoxicating insanity that lets other people dream outside of the lines and become who they’re destined to be.
Jennifer Elisabeth

Night time thoughts

Stillness, silence
night is upon us
fearful, as I try
to settle down in bed
Once again, and suddenly, my thoughts start racing
and I realise
My mind doesnt want me to sleep
Nor does it want to slow down
Fear grips me
as thoughts of what awaits me when I try to sleep
Come flooding in
Let the nightmares begin?


Thought of the day!

It’s a new day! Let go of old issues, relationships, or apprehensions that are holding you back. Decide to move forward using the knowledge you’ve gained, from your failures and triumphs, while making room for new accomplishments. Cleaning isn’t just good for your house, it’s healthy for your mind. Adopt the attitude that you can and will achieve your dreams, because it’s true. You have greatness within you!
Les Brown


Not sleeping, again!

I am getting No sleep again tonight. Well I got 2 hours. I didnt even read before bed. I was too shattered. I went in to bed at 10:30. I only slept until 12:30 though.

Woke up with a nightmare. Woke up shaking.

Came out to the living room and went on my computer. Made some tea. I am feeling so anxious. Wondering why I feel so anxious. Maybe it was the dream. It was very vivid.

At least I dont have anything to do tomorrow. I’ll be at home all day. I have no plans. Unless I go to my friends in the afternoon. And I may just go. We’ll see.