Well fuck it!

Damn! My mood has suddenly plummeted!
I feel really down, and I am super anxious.
All I was doing was sitting here watching tv, and all of a sudden bang! My head feels fucked up!
Honestly what is it with my mental illness!
How the hell can you go from feeling ok one minute, to feeling like you just feel so defeated and want to give up!
Doesnt help either that now I dont even feel a tiny bit tired, I just feel agitated.
There goes my plan of getting a good nights sleep!
Fuck it!