littles time!

hi it taylor
in case you forgeted I’m six
we got to have ar own tim today
afer class
for 2 hours
we watched cartoons on net flicks
and play a game on the puter
lexi and me and Erika and darina all had time
it was fun
we ar supposed to go inside later on and give the bigs time
for adult things
like adult tv shows
and reading adult stuff
but carol anne says we can lisen to Eileen reading the in my heart book
before we go to bed
it time to brush my teeth
and get ready to go to bed
goodnight everyone
taytay

blog Notice, protected entries

I’ll be putting up two passworded entries later tonight. they are the entries detailing my our did reassessment that we had with Remy acqueron of the pottergate centre for dissociation and trauma back in december.
I know a lot of you my regular readers have the password already. it wont be changing. so if you have it then you’ll be able to get in.
if you dont, and you’d like to know what a did assessment looks like, then email me at
manyofus1980
for the password. ours was a reassessment, we’ve had our diagnosis already 7 years ago.
they were reassessing to make sure we’re getting the correct level of treatment and care.
carol anne

protected entries

I’ll be putting up two passworded entries later tonight. they are the entries detailing my our did reassessment that we had with Remy acqueron of the pottergate centre for dissociation and trauma back in december.
I know a lot of you my regular readers have the password already. it wont be changing. so if you have it then you’ll be able to get in.
if you dont, and you’d like to know what a did assessment looks like, then email me at
manyofus1980
for the password. ours was a reassessment, we’ve had our diagnosis already 7 years ago.
they were reassessing to make sure we’re getting the correct level of treatment and care.
carol anne

Daily prompt: conveyor

its so hard to always
be the
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of bad news
did you know
that sometimes
it really sucks
to be me?

really feeling this tonight as I had to bring some bad news about a system member to the rest of the system.
having did really sucks sometimes.
being the ANP also really sucks.

carol anne

My name is Carol anne and I am the dominant personality

Hi everyone
Let me tell you a little about me. My name is Carol anne. I am the
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Personality in our did system.
this means I am the one whose mostly in control.
I run the day to day life. Others help me, but I am the main fronter, or what we call ANP apparently normal part, or going on with life part.
I am an age slider. I age slide from 18 to 22.
My responsibilities include going to school, doing our work experience, doing the ILS course, etc. As well as trying to take care of our younger insiders, which I am sad to say I am not too good at doing.
I am learning though in therapy how to nurture the littles.
I am a protector. when I first emerged, I used to be only 14. and I was a bit of a bitch to everyone, I had no time for anyone. I didn’t want friends.
I’ve mellowed over the years. being out front in the world will do that to you.
I enjoy singing, hanging out with friends, talking on the phone to my friends, reading, binge watching big bang theory or law and order SVU.
so there you have it, a little about me.

good morning sleep and other things

well guys…despite me thinking i was going to be up all night, i wasnt. i got an idea from another blogger and i ran with it. they asked me if one of the bigs might be able to manage our sleep. so i asked jade, because she had taken us off to bed on thursday night when people in the system were resisting going. so i talked to her and we agreed that if the body gets really tired then she will just take us to bed no questions asked. this seems to be working as she did this again last night and it worked, we slept. we got about six straight hours of sleep which was brilliant for us as normally thats unheard of. its now just 7 AM and i got up about a half hour ago. i’m sitting here sipping my latte and just enjoying a little bit of peace and some music. feels wonderful. i have no plans for today really, other than my friend norma is coming over in the afternoon and we are going to get take away food. other than that its a chill out sorta saturday for me. reading, watching tv, being online, etc. its freezing here this morning so i am glad i dont have to go out in the cold. has anyone got any plans for the weekend?
carol anne

Carve

Its so hard to
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out a spot.
Where do I fit in?
Sometimes I wonder if I do. I long to fit in, long to belong.
But don’t we all?
I think that’s all all of us want, is to belong, to fit in, to be seen. Seen, loved, cherished.
I know for our younger insiders, its all they want. the kids, they long for that special person who will love them for who they are, for the child alters that they are, but sometimes, people get so fascinated with our did, they don’t see that the child alters were created from mostly traumatic things.
yes there are child alters in our system who don’t hold trauma memories, or have no trauma in their past, but most of our younger insiders hold trauma.
if they let you in to their world, it is a special privilege.
So remember, treat them with kindness, compassion and most of all respect.