Fowc with Fandango-Pensive

I am in a pensive sorta mood.
I feel very reflective tonight. I am not sure why that is. It happens to me sometimes. I get all serious and shit.
I am questioning the meaning of life. What is it all about?
Who knows, cause I sure dont.
I am also reflecting on 2020 so far. What a rollercoaster of a year its been, and its only half over!
Why is it that I do all my deep thinking in the middle of the night? Does everyone do this? Or is it just me?