Halloween and triggers

i really really wish halloween was over. this time of year just triggers us so much. the constant talk of halloween, hearing about costumes, carving pumkins, going trick or treating, it all is just too much for us!
being a ritual abuse survivor sucks. i cant even talk about it to most people. its beyond most peoples comprehention. they have never heard of it, let alone experienced it. it blows their minds.
everywheere i turn this week there are triggers. small innocent remarks, going to stores, talking to people, hell just breathing is a trigger!
i’ll be real glad when its all over and done with.