SO MUCH FOR THAT DAMN CAROL ANNE AND HER TRYING TO GIVE UP CAFFEINE. I AM LIKE NOOO? WE’RE NOT DOING THAT? NOOOO WAY!
I LOVE MY COFFEE! I CANT LIVE WITHOUT IT!
SHE CAN JUST FIND SOMETHING NEW TO DO OR GIVE UP OR WHATNOT. IM NOT DOING THE WHOLE WE’LL GIVE UP CAFFEINE! SO I’M SITTING HERE WITH MY MORNING COFFEE, AND LOVING IT!
HAPPY AS A PIG IN SHIT! OK, WELL THANKFULLY IM NOT COVERED IN SHIT! HAHAHA!
BUT SERIOUSLY? CAROL ANNE, WHAT’D YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING GIRLY? YOU CANT GIVE UP COFFEE!
Well, I couldnt do it. I couldnt give up caffeine completely.
I tried, that has to be enough for now. Im still off coffee, I havent had any since yesterday morning, but I did drink some tea, so I guess I havent given up caffeine after all.
Oh well, I have to do what I feel is right, for me, that is having tea, or being able to have it when I want too.
Plus, a friend said its best not to do it cold turkey, give it up I mean. So I am taking her advice.
so I just drank my last cup of coffee. I am totally going off of it. I want to just drink water. I feel it will benefit my weight loss if I go off caffine and dont drink tea or coffee. So thats what I am going to do from today onwards. I think it will be super hard to do it but I am willing to give it a try. I need to do this. I need to get off of it.
So wish me luck!
midnight. am wide awake. of course i am. i slept in late. i went back to bed this morning to read, and after reading for a little while I fell asleep. I didnt wake up until mom called me at 2:30.
Now I am awake, I’m watching a show on tv about a guy whose having gastric bypass surgery. I think the show is called my 600 pound life? Its a good show. Really interesting. This guy weighs 40 stone, not sure how much that is in pounds, oh hang on, will ask alexa, ok alexa told me its 560 pounds. Gosh that is a lot. This guy is only 31 years old too so he’s quite young! I cant imagine weighing that much.
I made myself some coffee, I’ve been thinking about tomorrow, about meeting the new PA, that is going to be happening in the morning, I hope it goes well.
I’ll be going volunteering tomorrow afternoon also. Not sure if I have a ride there or not, need to ring my supervisor in the morning and ask her if she can pick me up and if so at what time she can do that.
Will be going to my parents house for the weekend, I’ll go there after my shift tomorrow afternoon and spend the weekend at their house.
So my sister took my old i phone. she’s going to let lauren have it for xmas. so she took it and I am glad. It saves me having the hassle of selling it or trying to. she said she’d give me some money towards it but I dont want to take it. i’d rather just give it to her but she’s insistant that she wants to give me something for it.
Thats just sweet of her. i’m running on no sleep today. i’m doing good though. but of course i’ve drank oceans of coffee today to get me through.
Off to go volunteering now…wish me luck…
Tomorrow I am going to an open day. Its at a place called the lantern project. The lantern project is a community outreach programme here where I live, they run workshops, courses, and a drop in centre, for the community. They are having their open day tomorrow from 12:30 until 2 PM. I decided to go to it. They will be talking about their autumn programme, and people will be able to sign up for the courses they are offering. I might sign up for one. I’m thinking about it anyway. My friend norma is coming with me to the open day. I’m picking her up at 12:15. It should be a nice afternoon. We’ll just have a coffee and listen to what they have to say about the courses they are offering and maybe we’ll also sign up for one of them. Who knows.
i’ve been awake all night. got no sleep. just couldnt settle. so stayed up and online. did a catch up on my email. read for a while. listened to a talk show on the radio. its now 6 AM. I just fed nitro. He wolfed his breakfast down. I think its safe to say he’s back to his normal self again. I’m so happy about that. I am going to head down to the basement club this morning. It opens at 9:30. I will spend the day down there. Other than that not much is up here. Well, I am off to make a cup of coffee now. Catch ya’ll later!