Good morning guys!

so I am a happy camper this morning! I slept great! I needed the sleep badly! I ended up going to visit my friend norma yesterday afternoon, I stayed there for about 3 hours. Then I came home, ate dinner, and decided to have an early night. I was in bed by 9 PM. And asleep by 10. And I only woke up twice during the night, for about 5 minutes each time. I am delighted. I feel much better this morning having gotten some good sleep. Im still feeling low though. I am trying to remember to take my meds every morning. I take my prozac in the morning, and my other mood stabiliser at night. I am trying hard to remember them. So far it is working. I have been taking them regularly.
My PA is coming in an hour. We’re just going to do some housework today and I need to get her to go to the store for me too. She’ll be here for 2.5 hours. I’m also meant to work today. Not sure yet whether I will go in or not though. I may just stay home today. I am kinda not really feeling up to going in but we’ll see, I may feel differently as the morning progresses.
Well going to go drink my coffee, and get dressed. Happy tuesday everyone!

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I think Tuesday will be busy

I’m wide awake. I have my PA coming this morning. The relief PA is still with me. There is no news on whether my old PA will be coming back. I like the relief one though. If my old one doesn’t come back, I wont mind. I’m used to the relief one now. We get along just fine. So to be honest I don’t mind if she doesn’t come back.
She’ll be here at 9 this morning. We’ll have a busy 2.5 hours. I need to go grocery shopping. That will probably take up most of the time. I don’t have a lot to buy, but its the getting to the store and back again, that takes up so much time. My PA doesn’t drive, so we have to take a taxi to get there. I need to buy a lot of fruit. And some meat and a few other bits. When we get back to my house, if there is time I’ll have her vacume and mop the floors.
I’m supposed to work today as well. However I’m not sure if I’ll go in. I am kinda feeling off. I feel kinda down at the moment. My mood feels very low. I guess I should wait and see, see if my mood picks up in the next few hours. If it doesn’t then I will skip work today. I don’t think its fair of me to go in when I am not in top form.
I heard from Eileen last night. I texted her at around 7 PM. She texted me back at around 8:30. She said she’s still in spain, but there is a chance she’ll be home this week. She said she’d be in touch as soon as she knows more. I told her that was fine, and I told her to take care and stay safe. I was glad to hear from her. It was comforting.
Now to just shake this apathy I am feeling. Its horrible. I am just not feeling good at the moment. I think I’ll go make a hot drink. It looks like I’ve gotten as much sleep as I am going to get tonight. I’ll probably be up for the day now. So I think I’ll go make coffee.

#Weekend coffee share, the goings on of Carol anne!

I am joining in with eclectic allie’s weekend coffee share this week!

Allie says:

Weekend Coffee Share is a time for us to take a break out of our lives and enjoy some time catching up with friends (old and new)!

Grab a cup of coffee and share with us! What’s been going on in your life? What are your weekend plans? Is there a topic you’ve just been ruminating on that you want to talk about?

All are welcome! Just add your link to the Linky-List, and be sure to visit others and join in their conversations! The link will be open from Friday August 2nd at 7 am (Pacific Time) until Monday August 5th at 7 pm (Pacific Time) to give us a good range of “weekend”!

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If we were having coffee, I’d tell you that its now Monday morning here, its 2:48 AM. I am not sleeping, but you all already knew that from an earlier post! I would tell you that I’ve been catching up on blogs, and it was a lot of fun to read some old posts and be able to say I did that!

I would also tell you that I talked to my partner tonight on the phone! That was really lovely! We dont get to talk often, mainly because she lives in a psychiatric residential facility, and when you call sometimes they dont answer the phone, so its rare that we actually do get to talk. Tonight we did, and it was a special moment!

I’d also tell you that I am taking Nitro to the vet this coming week, on Friday. He has to get his yearly shots, and his flea and worming treatment. I also need to talk to the vet about a little lump on his ear, which looks like a little wart, or like he got bitten by something! I hope thats all it is!

I’d also tell you that my mom and sister are coming home from their camping trip tomorrow! They had a good time, but the weather wasnt great for them. They made the most of it though. They still had fun, and enjoyed their time camping.

If we were drinking coffee, I’d tell you that I have a lot of appointments this coming week. I see my mentor, I see dr. Barry as well. I also will have a phone check in with my CPN.

I’d also tell you that on friday, I get my current nails off, and new ones on! I am going to go for purple this time I think. Its shilac I am getting done. Of course I will be posting photos of them when they are done!

I am also getting some waxing done, I have to get it done at least once every 3 weeks, its awful to have so much hair! I am getting my brows, and lip and chin waxed!

Well thats it for this coffee share weekend! What did you all do this weekend?

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Novas random word of the day for July 31st, abjure

Well, I don’t want to do this but…
I do have to abjure that coffee after 7 Pm will definitely cause insomnia.
Much as I hate to admit it!
And what did I do tonight? I drank it after 7 PM!
So now if I am unable to sleep, its totally my own fault. I couldn’t resist, I just had to have it.
Mainly I had it cause I was falling asleep on the couch, while watching the news, that is until mom called me and the phone shocked me awake.
Nothing like a loud ring of a phone to jolt you back to reality!
Its ok though, if I cant sleep tonight, it wont matter, my only thing I am doing tomorrow, is going to visit my friend Norma, and if I am very tired, that wont matter, I can do that in the afternoon tomorrow, leaving the morning free for rest and relaxing.
So all is good, all is fine!
And now I am going to abjure reality for a little while! 😛

#NDRW – #58

#weekend coffee share!

Weekend Coffee Share is a time for us to take a break out of our lives and enjoy some time catching up with friends (old and new)!

Grab a cup of coffee and share with us! Whats been going on in your life? What are your weekend plans? Is there a topic youve just been ruminating on that you want to talk about?

All are welcome! Just add your link to the Linky-List, and be sure to visit others and join in their conversations! The link will be open from Friday, February 8th at 7am (Pacific Time) until Monday, February 11th at 7am (Pacific Time) to give us a good range of weekend!

Well, if we were having a coffee today, I’d tell you that I got a good nights sleep last night, without taking any meds! I went to bed around 11 PM, but I did not go right to sleep. Instead I watched an episode of britains most evil killers on my phone, before going to sleep, probably not a great thing to be watching, but that sorta thing doesnt bother me too much, so I didnt get triggered by it! It was a good episode, about a serial killer called joanna denehy, who killed 3 people.

I’d tell you that I woke up early today, and its a beautiful sunny day here. I enjoyed eggs and toast for breakfast, took a nice cool shower, and am going to relax for the day now. I do need to go to the grocery store later on with mom, I need to buy chicken, fruit and spice mix.

I’d also tell you that mom and dad are both out doing the garden, cutting the lawn and strimming it. The dogs are out there with them. I might go out there too in a little while to read, but not until they’re done cutting the grass, as the grass bothers my asthma.

I’d tell you that my nails are bothering me. I have them manicured, but they’re getting super long, and getting in my way, but I cant cut them because I’ll ruin the shilac on them. So I need to wait for another two weeks, before I can file them down, I hope they wont grow too much in that time and look totally disgusting!

Have a great weekend everyone! Enjoy what’s left of it!

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#weekend coffee share!

Weekend Coffee Share is a time for us to take a break out of our lives and enjoy some time catching up with friends (old and new)!

Grab a cup of coffee and share with us! Whats been going on in your life? What are your weekend plans? Is there a topic youve just been ruminating on that you want to talk about?

All are welcome! Just add your link to the Linky-List, and be sure to visit others and join in their conversations! The link will be open from Friday, February 8th at 7am (Pacific Time) until Monday, February 11th at 7am (Pacific Time) to give us a good range of weekend!

well, if we were having coffee, first off, I would tell you that I’d have to drink tea instead, as there is no coffee, mom forgot to buy some! so tea it is!

I’d tell you that my sister got home safely from her holiday! She got home last night late, after midnight! She’s exhausted, but she’s coming over to mom and dads for dinner today and I cant wait to see her and the kids!

If we were drinking coffee together, I’d tell you that I had an amazing shower this morning. I felt so good after it! I got a sample of an exfoliator from the beauticians the other day, and I used it today. It is awesome! I love it! Its expensive though and if I want to purchase it after the sample runs out I’ll be paying 42 euro a pop for it!

If we were having coffee, I’d tell you that I am heading into the second week of my therapy break! And I am managing fine! I do miss eileen, but I am coping. I am so proud of myself for coping with the break so well! It feels amazing to be able to say I am coping! I do hope Eileens holiday is going well for her! I bet she’s really enjoying it!

If we were drinking some coffee today, I’d tell you that I started a new book! I started reading a stolen life, by Jaycee dugart. I am on chapter 3 of it and its good so far! I would recommend it! I think what Jaycee went through is awful and so heartbreaking! She is so courageous and brave to write her story! For those who dont know of this case, Jaycee was kidnapped when she was 11 and spent 18 years in captivity before she was found!

If we were having coffee, I’d also tell you that I am planning on asking my sister if she’ll drive to a local petting farm next saturday. I really want to visit the farm and you have to drive there so I am hoping she’ll say yes and take me to see it! I love petting all the animals!

Well thats it for this weekend coffee share! Enjoy the rest of your weekend!

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went In to town

I thought mom was coming over today. Then this morning out of the blue she rang me and asked me if I wanted to go into town to get my screen protector. I jumped at the chance, as I dont normally go in, and I didnt know when I’d be able to actually go in to the apple store to get it so the fact she offered was really nice.
I went to the apple store, and talked to a very nice guy in there and he sold me a screen protector for 30 euro! It was well worth that much, and he put it on the phone using a machine, and I have a 2 year warrantee with it.
The guy was so techy. He knew so much about apple products, I guess he has to, its his job after all. But he took a real interest in chatting to me about apps and stuff for the blind, and about how I use my I phone as a blind person.
After going to the apple store, we had a coffee, and I bought mom a doughnut. She picked a lemon one, but then she didnt like the filling in it.
After all that, we decided to go look around some clothes shops. That was nice, but I couldnt find anything that fit me so I didnt buy anything. I tried on lots of things, but nothing was fitting me how I wanted it to, and I wasnt going to buy something just for the sake of it.
Before we went home I had my lunch. I went a little off
plan, having a turkey and stuffing sandwich on a white bread roll. It was nice. Then we got a taxi home, mom dropped me off and then carried on home.
I am so glad we got to do this. I’m most thrilled that I now have a screen protector on my phone.

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