THIS IS LIZ AND I AM GOING TO WRITE ABOUT THE LESSONS WE LEARNED GROWING UP IN A CULT. FOR THOSE WHO MAY NOT KNOW I AM 16 AND AN ALTER IN OUR SYSTEM. AS A KID I WENT THROUGH MUCH PAIN TRAINING AND HAD TO PARTICIPATE IN A CULT AND IN IN MANY, MANY RITUALS FOR MUCH OF OUR CHILDHOOD. THIS HORRIFIC EXPERIENCE SCARRED ME FOR LIFE AND ALSO TAUGHT ME MANY THINGS, BELOW I WILL LIST SOME OF THEM.
What growing up in a cult taught me…
unquestioning obedience
a fear of nature and of the moon
to use nature to know when bad things are going to happen
children should silently do as they are told
crying gets you punished more
anytime you are wearing a white dress and flowers you are going to get sexually abused
ages 3, 5, 6, and 7, 13, 16, 19, 21, 27, 33, 37, 43,….. are a hazzard to life
children are animals, not people therefore its ok to kill them
things that go into the fire, do not return.
i am powerless against the cult
the preference is that you kill yourself so the cults hands are clean even though they instigated it
fear is a tool and so is anger
people come to the cult from all walks of life and with costumes for jobs they dont have thus trust noone
you cant hide, or run
pain training brings out angry alters or creates them
after a while you get numb to some things and twice as reactive to others
death is not real and lasting in all cases
never attach to anyone or any animal or it will be removed from you and killed
to believe in and fear black magick
to face death when you dont want to look
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