I hate rude taxi drivers!

Today I got a taxi home to my own house. Mom was with me, she was coming over to help me do some stuff around the house.
The driver we got was awful. He was so rude.
He saw my mom struggling with a big 24 pack of water and he didnt even get out of the car to help her, then when we got in he didnt say a word to us the whole time we were in the car.
When we got to my house and I payed him he just grabbed the money out of my hand and he didnt even offer to help my mom with the bags, normally drivers would take the bags of shopping in to the front door…he didnt do that.
We got out and he just drove off. He was simply horrible.
It takes nothing to be nice, I dont know what his problem was but he really pissed me off.

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This is chance, therapy this past week

my name is chance. im 13. i wanted to talk about therapy this past week. on monday we went. it started out with willow talking, willow told eileen that some of the dark kids in our system were struggling, me and my two buddies anna and astra were struggling a lot over the weekend. i get angry a lot. im angry at everything and everyone. especially at our abusers. i want to do something really bad to them well if i could i would. i dont really care about anyone or anything. im just angry all of the time. its tiring though being so angry so much. plus everyone is scared of me. i only have anna and astra to keep me company. they get angry too. we’re all 13 the 3 of us are 13. so eileen was nice about it, she said we had a right to feel anger. she welcomed it. willow told her that i wanted to email her but she wouldnt let me because she didnt want me to say harsh things in the email to eileen. eileen said she shouldnt try to sensor me. that it would be ok if i emailed her. that its ok if i am angry in the email. willow still wasnt sure. she didnt want to upset eileen. eileen kept telling her not to worry, that she could handle it. then i decided im going to talk to eileen. i just felt like she’d get it. she’d understand. so i did. and it was great. she’s really cool. she talked to me about my anger. and about the abusers being such assholes. about how they hurt us and how that was so wrong. so that was nice. she had me pick out stones to represent my anger and other feelings. that was kinda weird but I did it anyway. it was only weird because i’d never done anything like that. but when i did, i was able to feel calmer. she told me i can email her or text her if i need to this week. she said if I text she’ll respond to it and we can talk. i havent texted her yet, but i know if I need to I can. that feels good, grounding, like she’ll be there, maybe on friday we can text her, since fridays a tough day for us with the summer solstace, maybe she can talk to us then. i did email her though already since monday. i felt like it was a good session. and i am glad i talked to her. she’s pretty cool. i like her. its hard for me to admit that. but the fact she offered that we could text her meant a lot to me. plus she made things clear, telling me that if I email that she usually doesnt respond to them, but if I text she’ll respond to that. so that makes things clear to me. but the fact she’s willing to let us means a lot to me. im very grateful. i’ve had bad experiences with therapy before, so i wasnt sure about it but now I am. now I am glad I talked and I will do it again in the future.
chance age 13

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Trumps a fucking idiot

traump came to ireland last week. i was so sick of hearing about him on our news. everything was trump this and trump that. like he’s some sorta god or something. he’s a fucking idiot. i cant stand him. he’s a baffoon. A clown. I hate his arogant ways. He’s so arogant. So damn full of himself. All you hear on our news is how the US wants to trade with ireland, at least that is what he was saying. He met our taoiseach, thats our leader of the country, his name is leo varadka or however you spell it. He also met our president. they all had a big dinner in trumps resort in county clare. He has a resort there. and they made a huge deal out of his sons going to the bar and buying a round of drinks for everyone in there. stupid fucking idiots the lot of them. he was only here two nights but you’d think it was a lot longer there was so much hullabaloo about it on our news. He played a round of golf at his resort. He should just stay away. We didnt want him here. there were lots of protests, lots of people hate him and didnt want him visiting our country at all.

Emotion substitute

Substitute fear
sadness
Anger
For joy
Love
Happiness
Substitute those emotions
And you will
Live your best life
No doubt about it
We should all
Try to be
Happy
Positive
Joyous
Sometimes it fails
But mostly
Having those emotions
On most days
Is a great thing
Success
I’ll take it
Because
Even on my worst days
My most emotional days
Having a positive outlook
Is key to me
Being functional and that
To me
is what keeps me
alive!

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No show

So the damn plumber never showed up today. I had doubts they would. And the electrician said that it was doubtful they would either. So when he said that I started to worry. But he was right. No plumber came. Now I am not sure if they’ll show up tomorrow morning either. I hope they will, but you just never know. The electrician didnt seem to think the work on my shower would be done tomorrow, he
said they rarely do work like that on Fridays. I hope he’s wrong. Either way, even if they do the work tomorrow, he has to come back to finish it off, and he wont be coming back until the middle of next week, which means, that I am without a shower for a few days. I guess I’ll be body washing in the sink, lol. Anyway its pretty disappointing that the plumbers never showed up today. I was waiting for them to come, I got all nervous hthinking they’d be here and wondering how I’d do with them being in my house. Its too late now for them to come, as they finish work at four PM and its now gone 5 PM. Oh well. I will hope for a better outcome tomorrow morning, wait and see, they’ll probably turn up at 8 AM when I am barely awake.

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