Be the best you, you can be.
Am I real?
Right now it doesnt feel like it at all!
Wondering, because things seem really off!
I need a friend so if anyones around, write to me? thanks guys!
Sometimes, it feels like if I express my emotions, I’ll drown. Or the emotions will kill me.
Or, if I express who I really am everyone will leave me.
I feel alone with my huge and overwhelming emotions. That feels crippling.
I’M COMING OUT OF MY SKIN. EVERYTHING JUST FEEL SO OVERWHELMING. I WANT TO CUT. I NEED TO CUT. I CANT TAKE ANOTHER MINUTE OF THIS. THIS PAIN IS JUST FUCKING INSANE. I AM GOING OUT OF MY MIND. I NEED TO RELEASE SOME OF THIS PAIN. I HAVE TO FEEL BLOOD. IT WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. I CANT BEAT THIS. I SUCK.
flashbacks are kicking our collective ass. horrific memories are running rampant. taunting us. making us crazy. sending us spiraling. triggering us into a place of emotional instability.
Right now, I feel awful. I want an end to this pain. An end is all I want.
But it never ends. The pain threatens to take me down. If only the memories would stop?
I feel bla. Neither here or there. Just like ug this is pointless, life is pointless.
Dont know what brought me to this place tonight. I dont like it though. Its like this kind of flatness. a kind of resigned life is just icky.
Can anyone relate? I hope so as I hate to be alone with my thoughts and these feelings.
i am very very sad
i am lonely
i feel broken
i feel dead inside
i wish soemone was here
i hate the darkness
i hate the night time
i hate memories
i just want a hug
someone talk to me