I GIVE UP. I’M DONE. JUST RECIEVED AN EMAIL FROM A PERSON I DIDNT WANT TO HEAR FROM. SET OFF ALL SORTA SHIT INTERNALLY. FEELING VERY VERY SUICIDAL RIGHT NOW. THANK GOD FOR NITRO. THATS ALL I CAN SAY. WISH MY ABUSERS WOULD FUCK OFF. THEY WILL NEVER LEAVE ME BE. I REALLY WOULD BE BETTER OFF DEAD. ITS MY ONLY ESCAPE FROM THE FUCKERS. BUT IF I KILL MYSELF THEY WIN. AND DAMN IF I AM GOING TO LET THEM WIN. BUT THE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ARE SO STRONG RIGHT NOW. COME ON MORNING COME QUICKLY. I FUCKING HATE NIGHT TIME.
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