Its emily

hi its emily. i been listening to christmas music. i love it. i was playing a christmas music playlist on amazon music. I just asked alexa to play me some christmas music and lots of cool songs came on. it helped me to stay calm. i love listening to music. its so much fun.

we called our mom but she’s gone to her brothers house for the evening. we still talked to her though. then we called our dad to see if we won anything in the lottery. we didnt. we had no luck tonight on it.

i gotta tell our mom to bring some cards over tomorrow. we need to write a christmas card for eileen and one for dr. barry. our mom will help us to do it. we are gonna see both of them this week and it will be our last time seeing them before christmas. so we need to give them their cards then.

I am looking forward to that. I like to give them cards. We wont be able to write all of our names on the cards though. There are way too many of us to do that. Probably we’ll just write Carol annes name on the cards. They’ll know we all wanted to give them a card. We’ll tell them they are from us all.

I think I’m going to go make a cup of tea. It doesnt matter if we’re awake late tonight. We can sleep in tomorrow. We have no need to get up early. Anxiety will probably keep us up tonight anyway. Its pretty bad at the moment.
Butterfly hugs,
Loves you,
emily age 12

Fowc with fandango: Stairs

Welcome to December 14, 2019 and to Fandangos One-Word Challenge (aka, FOWC). Its designed to fill the void after WordPress bailed on its daily one-word prompt.

I will be posting each days word just after midnight Pacific Time (US).

Todays word is stairs.


Its christmas eve

I Creep upstairs

Watch as the magic

unfolds around me

kids sleeping soundly

awaiting the arrival

of santa clause


What’s that noise

Do I hear a reindeer

On the roof?

Oh shoot

Did I leave a carrot out

For him?

Is it dasher?


Or that red nosed reindeer roodolf?

Who could it be?

And as I pull the blankets

Tightly around me

And drift off to dreamland

I hope

That tomorrow morning

Will be a special time

For everyone

In crisis, and The plan for today

The plan today was for me to visit my friend norma. We were going to exchange christmas gifts. So at 2:45 Pm I went over to her place. We had a good time, and we did exchange gifts. I had got her perfume, it was called flowers. I was hoping she’d like it and I wasnt disappointed. She loved it. She got me a gift set with a ton of shower products in it. There was about six different things in the set. Its lovely and I really loved it. We had a good catch up. She’s recently started with a new therapist so she told me all about her. I listened and tried to be supportive. I’m feeling kind of bla today. I feel like I am a little bit in crisis. I am feeling emotional and very anxious. I didnt tell her that though. I didnt want to worry her. She’s a terrible worrier and I knew if I told her that I wasnt ok she’d spend the whole evening worrying. I’ve decided I am going to use my distraction techniques this evening. I came home a few minutes ago. I cooked dinner and now I am on my laptop. I will read for a while later and watch a little bit of TV. I can always email Eileen if I need to, and actually any of us who want to can email her. Its not immediate and she doesnt usually respond to emails, but the way I am feeling I think I can manage, as long as I know that she’s recieving the emails and reading them I am ok. I dont see Eileen until thursday of this coming week, but I will see Dr. barry on Monday morning. So all will be fine. I can manage until then. I’m not at my parents this weekend. I am staying home in my own house. Our weather is meant to turn icy and sleet and snow are meant to fall overnight. My plan is to stay indoors with my heat on. Wrap up warm and snuggle up with Nitro. Crisis or no crisis I will manage. I can do this. I’ve managed during worse times. I’ll take an extra clonadine if I need to. I’m only meant to take one but I’m sure Dr. barry wont mind if I do that. I’ll tell her if I do it. I probably wont, but knowing that I can if I need to is helping me.

It Is Not Easy Being A Blogger

Renard has some really thought provoking advice here on what its like to be a blogger. It definitely is a lot of work to be a blogger!

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Last updated on December 14th, 2019


A lot of people wrongfully believe that a blogger’s job is an easy one.

Some people have probably thought, “All bloggers have to do is publish articles every so often.”

To be most straightforward with you, there is more to blogging than what actually meets the eye.

So, my friend, I am going to spill the proverbial beans — I am going to tell you the truth about blogging!

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3TC #85

Di has given us a new 3TC challenge, todays words are Kite, happiness and bell.

Little cian was out with his dad, flying a kite. His happiness was written all over his little face.
“Wow, dad!” This is great!
They spent an hour flying his kite, then, the church bell rang.
“Come on son, his dad said” “Its time to go and sing christmas carols”
5 more minutes dad?
Ok then, his dad laughed, you win! 5 more minutes.

Celebrating Christmas, seeing the Coca-Cola truck and taking the kids to see Santer

Today my mum me and my sister went to a local shopping centre. We went to see the Coca-Cola truck the one that’s in all the adverts. We got pictures taken I will show you some pictures below. We also took the kids to see Santer. Photos of that are below as well.

We had a great day, lots of fun 😍😃🤗🦋🌸🌸🤩