Keeping up with my meds

cI have to confess something here.

I haven’t been taking my meds lately. My meds for my ptsd, depression and mood, and anxiety.

I just got sick of them. I know this is bad. I know I should take them. And I will get back to it this week.

I am just so fed up of being on psychotropic meds. They are helpful I know to some degree. But they make me gain weight, there are other unwanted symptoms, and they zombify me.

And I hate it. I really really hate it.

Dr. barry would have something to say if she knew that I hadn’t taken them. So I wont be telling her. I know its dishonest of me. But I will just start taking them again, and hope I don’t have any adverse side effects. Otherwise I will have to mention it to her.