Hi hi everybody
It be emily
I am very stressed
I want to restrict
I only want to drink and not eat
I don’t want to touch food
I cant, I just cant
I feel horrible
I been having memories that feel icky
My whole body hurts
And all I want to do is throw up
I want to so bad
So because Carol Anne said no to that
Now I won’t eat
I said we aren’t going to eat today
Only drink
And only water, no food
I know I’m bad
I know you all think I’m crazy
But please try to understand
Food scares me
It repulses me
I feel so gross
So fat and so ugly
I want to just disappear
The memories are making me crazy
I just feel so, so crazy
Butterfly hugs,
Loves you,
Emily
Therapy Bits 
Hi Emily, food is the right of all living things, yourself included. I’m sorry you’re suffering so much and I understand that you might be feeling that not eating protects everyone and the body.
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We did eat some Weetabix with some raspberries on top, because Carol Anne said I had to eat something to make sure our blood sugar is stable 💜💜
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We hope you get time to talk with Eileen and the others in the body. Eileen would definitely want to know that you’re struggling, she cares about all of you in the body.
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I did email Eileen xx
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