May day

Hi and happy May day to all!

For me this is a tough day. I was abused very badly on this day for many years.

As some readers know I was in a cult when I was a child, and the cult used this day to torture us.

It was horrific what they put us kids through.

But I survived, I am alive, and I am glad I made it.

Many times, I thought I wasn’t going to make it.

This year I am celebrating my life, and how far I’ve come.

It definitely hasn’t been an easy ride.

I am still with my parents but I’ll be heading home this afternoon. Mom is coming with me for a couple of hours. She wants to get out of the house for a few hours.

The weather is beautiful today. It is sunny and bright and gorgeous.

I do feel sad, and a little bit strange.

I feel kind of foggy and dissociated.

Probably it is my alters letting me know they are struggling.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

22 thoughts on “May day”

  1. So grateful you are still here. Telling your story, your truth definitely helps others. No matter what a person is going through you are a true example of surviving and thriving. Sending much love to you on this day. ❤️❤️❤️

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