I will see Dr. Barry on Wednesday of this week. I am so excited to see her. I havent seen her since the 14th of december.
I also will get my trevicta shot on Wednesday. I am badly in need of it. I can always tell when I am due because I become very symptomatic about a week before I am due to get the shot.
I am so glad I will be seeing Dr. Barry, because I don’t see Eileen for another week, not until the 9th.
I also won’t be talking to my CPN Sarah until the 11th.
I can sorta feel my mental health slipping a little, I feel rather out of sorts tonight. I am trying to stay positive, but I am starting to feel kind of low, and anxious, and a little eratic and unstable.
Oh well. It is what it is, there isnt anything I can do about it, what will be will be, its not like I can force myself to be ok, that would just be counter productive.
I’m just glad the holidays are finally over and I can get back to normal with seeing my team and getting the support that I need.