I’m mad at you eileen, don’t leave me?

Today our therapy session was so hard. The dark teens were really angry.
They are angry at so much lately. Anger at our abusers, angry at being abused, angry at life, angry at our dad, angry that our mom is sick. So much anger.
Eileen was brilliant. But, wouldn’t you know it, they were angry at eileen also.
They kept telling her she doesnt care about them. Of course, she does. And deep down they know it. But she never judges them, she always encourages their anger and onxst.
She says its healthy, and healthier than stuffing their feelings down.
It really felt like a push pull senario today. I want you, go away. I need you, I don’t care. I don’t want to talk to you, I am in so much pain and I really need to talk to you.
We did talk in the end. And we did some work with the pulsers. It was hard. And we cried. A lot.
Overall it was a really good session.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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