More attachment wos

I’m having a bit of a wobble. I am missing Eileen so much. Its torture. I don’t want to email her, she said I could, but she’s on holidays. I want her to enjoy the break, she doesnt need to constantly be bothered by me emailing her.
I’m sure she’s fine with me emailing, but well I am not.
I did talk to Dr. Barry yesterday about how I feel. She was very sympathetic and understanding. I really felt heard by her.
I am counting down the days until I have therapy again..
11 days to go!
I can do this, I can!

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

6 thoughts on “More attachment wos”

  1. You can do it Carol ..

    Decades of Storms

    Over the decades
    I’ve lived through many storms
    Yesterday
    I read about an Atlantic island storm
    After midnight
    I had a dream about my life’s storms
    At dawn
    I shall open my door to the storms

    I will then wait for my storms
    To vacate the dark
    And ask the morning sunlight
    “Am I still the pilot”

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    1. Wonderful poem, I love it, you are talented and thank you for the kind compliment I know I can do this I can I have to I’m not going to email my therapist when she’s on vacation it’s not fair to her and I want to prove to myself that I can last two weeks without contact 🙌💐💙😙

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