Attachment wos

I’m feeling really off. I miss Eileen. I feel sad and mopey. I need her. I need her so bad.
I am glad I am seeing Dr. Barry this morning. I hate having an attachment disorder.
I wish I could hug Eileen. We havent hugged since the start of the pandemic, but when I am in her office she sits beside me. I am trying to remember her words, what she’d say to me if she were here.
This is the first morning I’ve felt sad and alone and like I really need Eileen.
I have an ache in my chest, my heart is hurting.
I will talk to Dr. Barry about it. She’s very understanding and she knows how much I struggle when there’s a therapy break.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

2 thoughts on “Attachment wos”

  1. Well, I understand. i am feeling exactly the same at the moment but with one difference. My therapist is a man so I think I wont be allowed to hug him. I miss him too, always when he is on holiday. This time it will be 3 weeks. To long for my liking. i hate having an attachment disorder too. It seems as if I forget him altogether. I cant remember his voice and the things he said to me. It leaves me alone with sadness and a strange feeling of being left alone and not attached to someone at all. It is like losing ground under my feet. I hate it so much. I hate therapy breaks. I am trying to do something for myself and tell to my inner world that he will certainly come back again. I wish you a very good day, you are not alone.

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