Celebrating moms birthday this Saturday

Its moms birthday on Sunday. On saturday we are celebrating it.
And I’m pretty nervous. We are going out to blarney castle and gardens, and then to lunch after that.
It will be my mom, my sister, and her kids and us.
I am nervous about being in a big crowd of people. But I so want to go.
I am going, but I am just very nervous.
I really want to go though. I want to get lots of photos and maybe some videos as well.
This will be a huge test for us. My anxiety is already skyrocketing.
I’m determined to go and enjoy it.
This is the first big outing we’ve been on since covid hit.
I mean, since we were all vaccinated.
We’ll have to eat outdoors, and that is going to be a struggle too, because, I hate bugs, and am nervous they’ll come near me when I am eating.
Like I said though, this is for my mom, for her birthday, so I am determined to go.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “Celebrating moms birthday this Saturday”

      1. I’ve found that sometimes I need to distract myself, like by reading a book, so I don’t spend time building my anxiety. Any good books you’re reading? Have you started any by Becky Chambers? ; )


      2. No, I havent heard of becky chaimbers. Right now I’m reading an amish novel, its by amy clipston and its her amish market place series, I love it, the stories are easy to read and light hearted. xoxo

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