I’m not languishing, I’m dormant!
I’ve been too afraid to do much of anything lately. My mental health is crippling me, my symptoms are so crippling.
I keep telling myself that it won’t last, it can’t, things have to get better, don’t they?
But well, so far, it hasn’t happened.
Take this morning, for instance, All week I had plans of going out to starbux and buying an iced coffee.
I had to do grocery shopping anyway, so I could go on my way to do that.
Then, yesterday, the anxiety hit me like a frait train. And it stayed with me and got worse and worse.
Until this morning I was unable to leave my house to go get my iced coffee, and I had my PA do my grocery shopping for me.
Anxiety is a real sucker!
It robs you of the chance of happiness. I am so sick of the anxiety monster. I’ll try to have an iced coffee next week. I’m going to beat it, I think covid has made all of us a lot more cautious.
Written for Reenas Exploration Challenge #185 sentence prompt Im not languishing, Im dormant.