Well, hell!

I thought my night meds would knock me out. I took them at 8:30. Its 1:19 AM now and I am still up. Alls I can say is, damn!
I guess I’m not meant to sleep tonight, I’m almost going insane here.
Mentally I’m all sorts of fucked up in my head.
It feels just awful!
I wish I was not so emotional. I’m a wreck.
At least I have doggy snuggles, and thats a blessing.
My mind is a dark place right now!
there are very very dark thoughts in there!
Pray I make it through.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

8 thoughts on “Well, hell!”

  1. Hello Carol Anne, I too have been there. Sleepless nights were just adding to my ill health. finding a way to simply sleep can be challenging. I have seriously made some shifts in my daily do’s to get some good rest. Peaceful sleep is wished for you too.

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