Talked to our therapist

I called eileen to tell her about emily stockpiling the meds, and that I’d found a bunch of them. I was very spooked and panicky on the phone, and of course she noticed, because she’s so attuned to me.
She told me that it would all be ok, she encouraged me to relax, wind down, and she told em that she’s not mad at her and that she understands the distress she’s in.
Emily was soothed by her reassurances and she managed to stop crying.
We even managed to have a laugh, I told eileen that I wasnt sure how long the meds had been there, and she was like, is there a date on them?
So I go um, I don’t know?
Then she was like oh carol anne I’m sorry, I forgot you couldnt see the packaging! I forgot you were blind!
I laughed then, and so did eileen!
She told me to do something calming so I decided to go outside in the sun and read for an hour, that calmed me right down. Now I am a lot calmer about the whole thing.
I’m just so glad I found the meds. Emily when she is suicidal can be very impulsive, she doesnt think of the consequences of her actions, well, at 12 she wouldnt be able to logically think things through, she is a bit immature for her age. So glad the meds are gone now and before anything bad happened to us.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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