#FMF: Recover!

To recover? What do I mean by recover, just what does recovery mean to me!
I’d like to make pieace with my past. I’ve been in therapy in some form or another since I was 17, and I’m still not very far along in my healing. I think it is just difficult, there is so much to discuss, so much trauma in my past, so much of my life was traumatic.
Recovery to me would be being stable, and being as well as I can be. I’ve managed to stay out of the psych hospital for over 4 years now. Thats progress!
Years ago I was in and out and in and out like a yoyo.
It was definitely no fun!
I still struggle daily, like now, I’m struggling a lot today. My anxiety is so bad, and I feel very down and my mood is very flat.
I will keep soldiering on though! I’m not a quitter!
If I can only recover a little bit, then thats ok!
As long as I have a productive life, and goals to aim towards, its all good!

FMF Writing Prompt Link-up :: Recover – Five Minute Friday

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

6 thoughts on “#FMF: Recover!”

  1. Great take on the prompt! I was going to write to this week’s topic too, but haven’t really gotten down to it. By the way, did you manage to add your linkk to the linky? I mean, that way others will more easily see it. If you still don’t know how to do it, I’d love to explain it in an E-mail if you want me to.

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  2. I want to give props to you for not being in hospital for so long. I remember you blogging about those days and really feel as a person looking in you have progressed tremendously I’m so happy for you… yes every day is a struggle some more than others but recovery and progress is not linear but like a heartbeat.

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