I told my mom that I am not feeling good. I told her the truth, that my mental health is not good today. She asked me what I am doing about it. I told her I am waiting for Sarah to call me. She told me to have a good chat to her when she calls. I think mom didnt really know what to say for the best. She struggles with that. I wanted to be honest with her though. I feel its important that I tell her the truth. I used to hide it from her, that was never good. It only strained our relationship. I know she doesnt know what to do to help, but at least she’s not in the dark about how I am feeling. I will wait for Sarah to ring. HOpefully I can explain to her how things have been, sometimes I fail to find adequate words to say what I am feeling. I hope that doesnt happen when she calls me.