ED behaviour

So emily, who is 12 and an insider in our system, suffers with bulimia. She was doing well for ages. But now she’s relapsed.
She’s not wanting us to eat. And when we do eat she’s purging.
She’s obsessing about calories, and she has said she will only eat yogurt, or bananas, and a few minutes ago I tried to eat some rice salad and crackers for lunch, but now she’s fixating on what I ate.
I am hoping on MOnday that Eileen can talk to her and work with her on all of this.
I know she has a lot of shame about how we look, she hates herself, her body, she hates being fat, eileen said last night that she is distressed and its really not about the food but that she is making it all about the food because that is her only way to control things.
I dont feel well right now. I feel very ill. The little bit of rice salad and a couple crackers that I ate is sitting in my stomach like a rock and I feel as if I am going to puke.
sigh!

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

9 thoughts on “ED behaviour”

  1. Hello, I’m a relatively new follower and I’m interested in your experience with DID. I have multiple and complex mental health conditions and live in England. A few years ago I visited Amsterdam and took some drugs (half a hash brownie and a load of magic mushrooms), on my trip my personality fractured into about 8 separate people, but they were aware of each other. For the following few months I could still feel alters switching to come to the front. My boyfriend could tell them apart too and believed me. I told my mental health team and they brushed it off as nothing and I wasn’t taken seriously. I was wondering where you live and how you went about getting your diagnosis?

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    1. Hi. I live in Ireland, I got my diagnosis in 2010. I was diagnosed by Remi acquirin from the Pottergate centre for dissociation in the UK, he assessed me and diagnose me but before he did, I had an unofficial diagnosis since 2001 by my own psychiatrist at the time 😍🤗

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