from emily, I feel so fat

its emily. and i dont want to eat. i feel fat. i hate my body. i hate how i look. i’m not gonna eat if it makes me fat. i ate a yogurt, that isnt much calories. i ate a banana too. i wish we were not so fat. i am hurting. i feel so sad. i can control my food and what goes in our mouth. if I dont eat then maybe we’ll get skinny. I would like that.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

14 thoughts on “from emily, I feel so fat”

  1. Sorry you feel bad about your body right now, Emily. It’s healthier for our bodies to keep eating, but eat smaller portions. You could be part of team exercise, encouraging the group to keep walking with Nitro each day. That would make a big difference.

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    1. Yes, I do like to exercise, it’s hard for me to eat right now I just don’t feel like it, I have a lot of feelings about my body but Liz says we can process them in therapy on Monday 💐

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