I’m so over this anxiety!

I’m crashing hard. I have been up since 11 PM on tuesday night, and its now 8 PM on wednesday evening.
My mood has taken a nose dive! I feel sad, dispondant, and depressed.
I am also pacing the floor. I am so agitated.
I just took a haldol to calm me down.
I can feel my anxiety taking hold. I’m really not up for another night of crippling anxiety. I wish it would just fuck right off.
I should probably email eileen. Yes I think I will do that right now.
Why is it always harder for us in the evenings? Something to work on in therapy I guess.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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