Desperate

I just sent Eileen a desperate email. I feel awful. I just want her to be aware of how I am doing. I hope she gets it tonight, she probably will though, she’ll be sending me our zoom link for tomorrow so she’ll probably respond to me then.
I am just drowning in depression, anxiety, and pain.
All I want to do is sleep or hide.
I’ve made a decision about next weekend. I’m definitely not going to my parents house next weekend. I need a break from all the stress of being there.
My own mental health is suffering big time.
Now to find something on tv to watch to distract myself for a bit. I really just want to go to bed and sleep. I tried it though and I couldnt sleep so I had to get up again.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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