Well shit

My day is not going well. My mood has really plummeted. I feel awful. I feel so down. I am super worried about my dad, and I am also worried about my mom, as mom is still coughing up blood after her procedure last week. My dad is very dizzy today, he’s getting sicker and sicker it seems, and he wont do anything to help himself, I think its so unfair of him to put us through all this worry and stress.
I am also super anxious today. I feel as if I am coming unglued. I feel so bad.
I am back home now in my own house. I got home about an hour ago.
I am going to try to watch some tv for a while.
Maybe it’ll distract me.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

14 thoughts on “Well shit”

  1. Taking care of our parents is a thankless and very difficult job, Carol. When the roles switch for us, from child to parent, none of us are ready for it. There is no “taking care of your parents – 101” book out there. We are forced to learn on the job, and worry is a big part of it. My wife and I took care of our mothers for 27 years total. It wore us both out. I can only say, you are not alone in what you are doing. There are many others doing the parent-care routine in silence and suffering. We are here to listen and let you express your concerns. Use us as your sounding board. God bless you in your efforts – prayers to you and your parents.

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  2. I’m so sorry both of your parents are not doing well, no wonder it’s affecting you so much. And how sad that your dad won’t get some help for his symptoms, even just for the sake of you and your mum. I’d be a bundle of nerves in your situation and I can only imagine how you must be feeling with all that going on at once.

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