If anyone will get us through, Eileen will

I’ve had very little support this week. I didnt see Dr. Barry. My CPN Sarah wasnt able to phone me yesterday as planned, and Eileens family member was ill so she wasnt able to see me last Monday.
I managed to get by but barely.
I am feeling the effects today. I feel like I cant cope with much of anything.
I’m irritable and grouchy and I have no patience for anything or anyone.
I just cant wait until Monday to see Eileen again. I’ll also be seeing Dr. Barry on Wednesday. Seeing both of them in one week seems like a lot, but its what we need right now.
Our mental health has really taken a battering. We’ve had wobble after wobble this past week.
One night we couldnt even function and we had to end up going to bed, just to try to get through, thats not a good way to have to live.
We’ve been dissociating badly, switching a lot, having severe ptsd symptoms, and emotional overwhelm.
I think a good chat to Eileen is in order!
If anyone knows how to figure all of this out, she does. I trust her completely. I have faith that she can help us to get through this rough patch.

Author: Carol anne

I am in my mid 40's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland. View all posts by Carol anne