Last night I got really depressed. I was super anxious and I just felt awful. I felt so low. I felt like I was being swallowed up. I couldnt motivate myself to do anything, so I just went to bed at 6 PM.
I slept on and off. I couldnt bring myself to get up though. I just wanted to lie there, I guess I was feeling very sorry for myself.
I eventually fell asleep and slept for a few hours. At 5 AM I woke up, and I was feeling a lot better. The sound of birds singing really made me feel good. I was able to get out of bed, and now that I’ve been up about an hour and a half, I feel great.
I’m looking forward to Frances coming at 9, I need to go to the store, to get groceries, the weather outside is great, and we are meant to have a few nice sunny days ahead, which will be amazing.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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