Feeling low, Didnt see dr. barry

I woke up feeling terrible. I felt so depressed and dispondant.
I didnt want to do anything, I didnt even want to take a shower.
I had an appointment with my psychiatrist, but I didnt even want to see her.
Thats totally unlike me! Normally I’d never miss going to my appointments, she’s too important to me.
I just lay in bed feeling awful. I lay there like a lump.
I eventually got dressed and I did ring for a taxi to pick me up, but about half an hour later I canceled it and I didnt end up going to my appointment.
I rang and spoke to Dr. Barrys secretary. I told her I wasnt feeling good, and that wouldnt be able to make it in to see Dr. Barry and would she be able to let her know. She said she would, and that she’d post me out another appointment.
Then I went back to bed and slept for a few hours.
I still dont feel good now. I just feel down and anxious and sad.

Author: Carol anne

I am in my mid 40's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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