I feel crazy right now, so, so crazy.
I am having wild anxiety, I mean, off the damn charts anxiety.
Its horrible! I want to scream or cry or punch something!
I cant take this constant feeling of overwhelm!
Someone come shoot me, please.
I only got 3 hours of sleep in the last 48 hours. I know thats bad, I know its not enough.
My mind is racing, my thoughts are too, I am thinking and catastrophising.
Everything feels negative, of course the voices arent helping matters, they are being mean and negative too.
I’m ready to say fuck it and do something destructive, impulsive, something to make myself slow down, and feel something other than complete overwhelm.
Its half past midnight now. I should be in bed. But I’m too wound up. I’m a ball of energy. A manic sort of energy. Manic but I’m not bipolar.
I’m just riding the freakin crazy train!
So sorry Carol for what your going through. I hope you can rest for free hours. Warm hugs
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I did, I rested and was able to sleep some. thank goodness. 😚
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That’s good 😌
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🤗🥰
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I know it’s been a while since you posted this, and you told Sadge that you’re feeling a bit better, but I’ll pray you keep feeling better and better.
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Thanks, I really would appreciate it 😙😍
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