Where is all the time gone?

Where is all the time gone?
hours have slipped by
I try to piece things together
what was I doing
For the past 4 hours?
Where have I been?
The clock is still ticking
Tick tock
time speeds on by
Never can I get it back
All I can do now
Is spend what time I have left
Trying not to dissociate
Lose track
I try to hold my tears back
This dissociation
Its so frustrating
It leaves me scared
Bewildered, full of fear

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland. View all posts by Carol anne