Pretty non functional

Thats how I’ve been all day yesterday. I just slept. And slept. And slept. I wasnt able to do much of anything else.
I feel so unproductive. I feel like I am wasting my life.
But when you have voices in one ear berating you, and music in the other ear which is the same lyrics on repeat over and over, its pretty hard to concentrate.
I cant even read, something that I love.
I took my first dose of zyprexa last night, and it seemed to help a little. It did dull the voices some.
I woke at 3 AM, got up, made something to eat and a cup of coffee.
its 5:15 AM now! My PA frances will be here at 9!
I really hope today is a better day. I was supposed to work yesterday but I canceled it. I will try to work today though, to distract myself from my own problems.
Helping others makes me feel good!
giving back is something I love to do!

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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