Ug now we’re hearing voices

We awoke this morning to hearing voices. Not internal ones. These are external. They are male voices. There are 2 of them.
They are very scary and are saying very negative things to us and about us.
We told Eileen about them during our therapy session. She was kind and tried to help. We were very distressed and cried a lot.
I was going to ring my CPn but when I did she was at a meeting. I couldnt call back. I wanted to but the voices kept me from doing it. They were saying how she wouldnt care, doesnt care, and wouldnt want to hear from us.
I called Dr. Barrys office. Just to confirm my appointment for later this week. I spoke to her secretary and she said that Dr. Barry is only doing phone appointments for now. Well thats better than no appointment so I said I was happy to do a phone appointment.
I will talk to her about the voices on Wednesday. I’m not due my shot for another 4 weeks. I do have haldol and might take an extra pill just to see if that will calm them down.
Its been a very trying day for us so far. We are very agitated and mentally unwell.
We are trying to relax and watch the tv and we are going to read for a while in a little while. Trying to also get the stamina to be able to cook our dinner. We did eat lunch although the voices were being so mean and saying how fat we are and we need to starve ourselves.
We didnt listen to them though. We ate a turkey sandwich and some fruit.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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